So sad

I'm so sad......The weaning process is coming to an end this week. Bret is down to one feeding a day (night) and this will be the second night without it. Last night I went out of town on a shopping trip with friends so Jason put Bret to bed. He said Bret cried for about 15 - 20 minutes and then fell asleep. I feel so bad......I just don't want to hear him cry :(

Right now Jason is reading Bret some books and then will put him to bed. I closed myself in the computer room so that Bret can't see me. I'm so bummed.